Now, I can't stop crying

It is way past my bedtime! I am exhausted. I can't sleep due to stress though. I am am just so tired after Wednesday's eventful day at work. I had to talk to an endless amount of parents and I am just so worried about everything. I have this ENORMOUS (ap?) list of kids that I have to talk to Dr. Archer about and then call them tommorow, or Friday. I know that she is going to be mad at me for not just having them write it down, but I can't help it. I want to do everything that I can to make sure that they are happy and I just feel like a total loser because I don't have all the answers. I wish that I had formal training so that I could really help all of these babies. I just want to do well so badly that it is killing me, and I am trying really hard to stop crying as I type this. I need to go to college and get my degree in something that could really do some good in the world. I have wanted to be a teacher for some time now, and I think that that is really where my heart is. It is a hard job, but I think that I would fair better in a job where I didn't piss people off so much. I am also tired of the extra work load that I am getting because the new girl doesn't know how to do anything. She is giving me all the work that guidance is supposed to be getting and telling me that it is MY job to do this and that... I don't know where she is getting that from, but if I am doing everything that is supposed to be going on over there, then what is she doing all day? Anyways, this is a really boring blog and I don't want to talk anymore, I am just going to go cry on my pillow