Wednesday, August 15, 2007

I can't stop eating chocolate!

I am at work and I am sitting at my desk... I have only been here for like 30 minutes and already I am into the bag to mini-milky ways, snickers, and twix bars. Mrs. Wagoner gave me the bag to put into the candy dish for everyone, but I have already filled the candy jar... so it is just sitting in my desk. There is no reason to waste the candy... It is sooooooo good! Right now I am in crazy pregger mode. I am tired and hungry all the time. I am also an emotional wreck, yesterday when James and I went to WalMart the checkout lady was taking so long that I actually had fantasies about bashing her head in with her price checker. I also wanted to throw my ONE item at the lady who was buying everything in the grocery section of the store, and I am not kidding. When I picked my line (they were all too long) I only saw a few groceries in the basket in front of us, and then the person in front of her had quite a few things but still not a huge deal. I was so wrong! What I didn't see was the other two baskets the woman in front had next to her. Red Skirt woman in front had 3 baskets FULL of food. What the hell does she need that much food for? Is she expecting a bomb to go off, is she stocking up the shelter. What the hell is wrong with people. You know she will never eat all of that, or the people that I am hoping she was buying it for. I understand one cart full of crap but THREE! and I mean she couldn't even fit everything into 3 really well, she should have gotten 4 carts. What I am really wanting to know is how the hell she pushed 3 carts of food around the store? I guess she filled up and then dropped them off at the register... I hate WalMart. It is the most evil place on Earth. I hate that their prices are so low that you go in just to buy some batteries and you end up leaving with a new bedspread, candles, some groceries you don't need, a new camera, and that cd you have been wanting. What is wrong with me, it is like that place sucks me in and I can't stop buying. Oh, I have been wanting a new exercise mat (which I have never owned) and it is only $19.99! And it comes with an instructional video. Towels are on sale too! Better stock up on the toilet paper, you never know when it will be on sale again! I get home and wonder how I went in to spend maybe $10 and I spent $150. Then a couple of months later I wonder where all this crap came from, and why I wasted my money on it. Unfortunately I am one of those people who likes to spend money (don't we all). It simply falls through my hands like sand. But I am getting better. I really want a house that James and I can call our own and raise our children in. I have been depositing money into my savings account every paycheck (a good amount) and I just forget that I am doing it. I am not going to touch that money... it is like it doesn't even exsist (unless there is a REAL emergency that I need it for). Well that is all for now, I have wasted a good 45 minutes of time! Only 71/2 more hours!

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